Down memory lane;

People often say that when you are frustrated or confused,

you should let out some steam.

Good idea, but I'm not sure if I'm actually doing the right thing.

The past few days have been really, really confusing...

Regarding almost everything.

So much for wanting to end 2009 on a good note.

Tsk.

Last week I managed to figure out the most vital ingredient for a relationship to be sustained.

(I dun have one ah so please dun start suspecting me lol)

It's not the feelings itself.

It's not how much you want to see the opposite half.

I think the most important part is TRUST.

Seriously.

Whenever you feel sad, trust should always (or most of the time) tell you that you should share your unhappiness with your other half.

Only with this silver lining of belief then your relationship can be sustained cos there is mutual trust between 2 people.

Hmm...

Should I give up, or should I move on? =/

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

6/4 Class Chalet...

Chalet was pretty screwed.

Or is it almost totally screwed?

BBQ was totally not prepared.

Games were called off cos of either a lot of wind or rain.

Zzz.

Met mei on the 1st night, passed her my gift that I bought from Coffee Bean...

Mei asked me to go and pass to her at her class's BBQ pit, but cos I needed to rush so I passed her the stuff when we met halfway on the bridge.

Lol.

Sound so much like the drama serials, meeting halfway on the bridge.

Okay gonna blog more tmrw, and how mei unknowingly helped me find out my childhood favourite place: Fisherman's Village.

Haiz long story, talk more tmrw ba.

A bit worn out after not sleeping for 36 hours LOL.

See you guys tmrw then :D

Tata.

Friday, December 18, 2009

What has destiny in hold for me?

These few days, felt a bit empty.

Even though I had consecutive days of fun la.

Oh yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SON! :D

Finally 14 le, haha.

Ok back to the main point.

So maybe due to the fun, these few days when I went back home I had the time to calm down after the fun and ponder about stuff of the future.

Many things.

There were times where I look back, and took a good look at the wonderful people around me.

They are great.

But...

How long can these friendships last?

It's a very scary thought sometimes.

When I was younger I used to ask my parents about their primary school life.

Then now and then they would say like, "Hey, this guy I 30 years never see le..."

I think the feeling is very weird.

What if the closest people are no longer close to you anymore, 10 years down the road?

I'm really scared leh.

For no apparent reason I'm already worrying what happens by the end of next year.

And apart from this, O level results...

It has been getting into my mind more and more often.

I really dunno what will happen exactly one month later.

How now sia...

Sometimes when I feel sad I just cant put it on my face.

Cos there are so many outings these days, like son's birthday and section outing.

Putting a glum face stinks.

When HangSiang's mother says that I am optimistic, I can only force a little smile and just shrug.

Looks can be deceiving ok?

What you see on the outside may not be what is really found on the inside.

Does someone out there truly understand?

There are so many confusions in my heart, I really dunno how to resolve all of them...

Monday, December 14, 2009

Seriously pissed...

So much for clinching a 4-3 victory over the Ping Yi Sec boys today.

The jubilant mood was lost during CO today.

It was like, me and yanglaoshi decided on holding a kbox session with the CO peeps.

So wanted to go ask them today.

Then I was asking during their debrief,

"Hey yanglaoshi and me want to hold some kbox session for you all. It's for fun only la, hope that you can go lo. Who's interested?"

Then it's like, frmo the staircase, you can see A LOT of reactions.

The people at the front were hurling insults for no reason.

"You 2 go la..."

"Walao can speak faster we wan to leave one leh..."

???

The behind did not look like they actually cared.

Just stone and stuff.

Never raise hand never mind, but the problem is that were you even listening???

Omg lor.

This is just like, hope to plan something for all.

But end up no one gives a shit.

So much for trying to ask ppl to do stuff together, especially when the year is ending.

So much for trying to organise some stuff.

And the most disgusting part is that the ppl who made fun of this whole thing are ppl who are closest to you.

DISGUSTING.

Monday, December 7, 2009

Something not to be forgotten...

*****

'[ CHSCO rw 荣誉.金] says (10:34 PM):
-my secondary school life has been a very great and fufilling experience
-alright sure=)!
-cos i know kor will always be with me=)

*****

I'm gonna remember this for LIFE.

Even if it means nothing to most people,

it means the world to me.

Thank You, RuoWei di.

Once the best, forever the best yeah =)

Sunday, December 6, 2009

When people dun live near you...

When you live quite far away from your frens, it seriously sucks.

Things are hard to organise.

Going home can sometimes be really sad and lonely.

And it's true.

It was like yesterday.

Me HangSiang ZhiWei and WeiNan went to watch movie at vivocity.

Then when going back we took the North-East line together, but I alighted at the NEXT stop Outram Park.

Zhiwei stayed with them longer until Dhoby Ghaut,

while son and HangSiang would alight together at Serangoon.

So on the way back it was seriously VERY VERY BORING.

Music made it worse.

It kind of sucked lor.

Yeah to be honest sometimes I really get envious when 2 people stay near each other and there's company whenever you need him.

Not jealous (negative).

Just envy lor =/

But what can I do?

I mean, this is the choice I made.

I think I have thoroughly enjoyed CHS, especially the ppl.

But it is minor stuff like that which makes me feel dull.

Yeah.

So much for trying to live a happy life.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

World Cup 2010 has no Ireland... =/

Damn FIFA...

Ireland will not be included in the World Cup next year sia.

I dun think it's fair okay.

After all they really worked hard to qualify.

Only for Thierry Henry's disgusting underhand methods to deny them a chance.

Sick.

Haiz 190 days more! :D

Hope Ireland's fate will be reversed...

I dun mind 33 or 34 teams la, personally.

Just some groups got 5 teams only ma.

So I guess the extra 2 teams will be Ireland and Costa Rica, if the rule is reversed.

And hey, does anyone know what's the Singapore time for the matches?

I hope is between 8am to 10pm...

I remember the 2006 one was like early in the morning ._.

No chance to watch, for a person like me...

Time has flown so fast.

I still remember the Zidane days in 2006, when he head-butted Materazzi.

Heh.

4 years just flew by like that.

Wonder whose turn is it to head-butt this time round? Haha.

Ok I'm bored so gonna publish the 32 FIFA World Cup teams next year!

******

ASIA

DPR Korea

Korea Republic

Japan

Australia

--------

OCEANIA

New Zealand

--------

NORTH AMERICA

USA

Honduras

Mexico

--------

SOUTH AMERICA

Brazil

Paraguay

Chile

Argentina

Uruguay

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AFRICA

Algeria

Ghana

South Africa

Cameroon

Côte d'Ivoire (Ivory Coast)

Nigeria

--------

EUROPE

England

Netherlands

Denmark

Germany

Slovakia

Slovenia

Greece

Serbia & Montenegro

Portugal

Spain

France

Italy

Switzerland

******

I hope there's 32 teams here XD

Hell this time round it's gonna be HOT ;D

Older powerhouses are gone (At least for Asia)

China, Iran and Saudi Arabia didn't make it this time round.

Let's see how Australia and DPR Korea will do this time round.

And btw, I dun think Australia should be counted as Asia ok...

They are seriously kicking our asses. -.-

No fun with them around.

Apart from Japan and South Korea,

no other country can actually match them sia.

Congrats to New Zealand, Algeria and Honduras! =D

They rarely made it to the finals,

but they did it this time.

Haha.

So I guess we really have something to look forward to this time round...

I wonder what will VJ do next year for the World Cup fever? =)

I think it will sink in starting from March or April lor.

I'm supporting Spain and England. =D

One red (My shirt), one white (My pants).

LOL.

If I still were in CHS I would be supporting Algeria, Ghana or Mexico hahaha.

(Green pants or shirt LOL)

Neh just kidding.

But yeah Spain should be ready to take the crown.

Haha.

190 days!

Let's go!!! =D

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